This is a call to all my actor and creative type friends and followers…
I feel locked in artistically speaking. I’ve had an amazing time working on this kid’s show at Lifeline….and I can’t imagine my life now not having met Mallory…and I have no reason to complain but I’m feeling very…lost for lack of a better word.
I don’t really have anything lines up after this show ends in feb and I’m not sure where to go next. I’ve been trying to keep auditioning but my heart has definitely not been in it like usual.
Maybe I need to read some new plays or see more theatre something to light a fire under my ass again. I’ve been lucky and never have had this problem before so I guess I’m just desperate for help.
I’m not depressed or anything i just feel gray…like I’m sorta just floating around with no direction. I’m sure everybody feels like this right after they graduate from college. I know I should just relax and follow the lessons on the Tao and be open and let change come to me…
…that’s fucking easier said then done….damn you Lao Tzu….damn you….
